Stupid me for not begging my old teachers and younger friends for bandfest tickets :/
I simply don’t know when will I ever see my HS friends again. The last time I saw them was in UST Paskuhan last December but I only got to be with a few of them because of the crappy signal. The CWTS class in the afternoon hindered me from meeting up with them during my alma mater’s Family Day last October. If not for that schedule, I would have enjoyed that Saturday treasuring moments that would last a lifetime. Honestly speaking, it really made me sad looking at my batchmates’ stats and photos on Facebook about how much fun they had on that day while I sat in the classroom and planned for the next phase of our NSTP module all this time. I don’t even know when would be the next party with all of my HS friends invited so we could get ourselves a proper reunion. First I didn’t get to come to Family Day last year because of CWTS class, and now I’m sitting erect in my bed remorsing about failing to see SE11ORS for the nth time in Fiat Lux (school bandfest). FYI, this year was the first time I didn’t attend the bandfest since sophomore year in 2008.
Tomorrow I would forcibly begrudge on people making Facebook posts related to Fiat Lux. It looks like I’ve just missed half of my life. Kidding. I would have to bear the burden of seeing everyone reuniting after God knows when. I swear to myself I am going to do everything just to see them again. I hope the big man upstairs is reading my mind right now, thinking of bigger and better plans for me so I could get to be with the girls I’ve been with since we were in pastel-colored uniforms.
I am not losing hope. I guess all things work together for good. Maybe there is a reason why I didn’t get to attend tonight’s school event; there would be something that would make everything more memorable and worthwhile that won’t make me regret every second of it.
