4.15.2009

Candy Mag.

I’m really happy to buy my newest issue of Candy mag last Monday! Not only that, I really liked the cupcake charm! But there were some things that disappointed me. In fact, I felt a little bit insecure after reading one of its articles. However, I really liked this issue to the fact GG’s Leighton Meester (yay!) is featured there, and so is a guide to the best summer workshops. What am I so insecure about? Let me tell you this.


I read in one of the articles about a girl who I think is perfect. First of all, she might be the most beautiful person in the whole world. Not only that, she’s an honor student, an actress, and everything I would ever want. Did I tell you I would love to swap faces and lives with her? I’m her total opposite. If you want to know who, better read “Curtain Call”. I don’t want to mention her name. But I think she’s in Lipgloss (TV5), I think.

Reading that article, I looked back at all my failures last year. I asked, Why can’t I be that successful? Whenever I read Candy Rap, I always think I should have been there if only I was accepted into this year’s Council of Cool. I may have the time of my life, too. My life in school would change, opening me to more friends and more happiness. I love acting to bits, but I never had the chance to enroll in theater workshops over the summer. Supposedly I would act this summer, but because of the fees I decided to study dancing in the nearest school near our home. Maybe a new talent to develop. At times I would think why life can be so unfair; why God didn’t give me those opportunities in one year. However after thinking of these things, I would count my blessings: family, friends, happiness. It’s enough already. I also say to myself, I’m going to get these things soon.

I haven’t updated my blog in almost two weeks already! Five more posts to go and my blog will carry worth a hundred entries! Now on to the bright side. I’m becoming more of a wrestling fan again now there is a guy to look out for. He’s the main reason I watch RAW again, whether he loses or wins. I don’t care if he’s evil or not…as long as he’s well, can I say hott? The guy below is
Cody Rhodes, one-third of Team Priceless!