I messed up in Saturday’s English debate on Filipinos vs. laziness. Now last Monday, I prepared for our practical test in Speech. I improved way better than the last one, but this disappointed me. I’m pissed off to death with the result.
I did my best. I think it’s enough for me. Noong sinabi sa akin na Rank 4 ang Opening Opposition, sobrang sumama loob ko. Come on, I did my BEST shot. Hindi lahat ng mga kaklase ko nakita kung paano ako magalit after the PT. May hawak akong ballpen. I threw it across the room and angrily went to my locker. Dismissal time pa. Gusto ko nang umiyak noon pero hindi ko kaya.
Look at the title post: I swear NOT to debate again. Wala naman akong balak sumali sa Debate Team kahit si Dad member noon noong high school siya. Obviously, I didn’t get his debating skills. Nag-research pa ako at lahat, kinuha ko pa iyong tips mula kay Dad, tapos ganoon lang pala ang mangyayari? I’m effin’ annoyed. Hindi naman magulo English ko. I tried my best to put my arguments steady. Tapos ganoon lang? Pfft.
Tanungin niyo ako kung magiging Debate Team ako next school year. Sasabihin ko: No thanks, pang-writing lang talaga ako. Bukas, 8 days na lang bye bye sophomore year. Nakakalungkot….sobra. Dumagdag pa sa kalungkutan ko iyong debate na iyan. Tomorrow like sucks anyway naman. Boring, puro Practical Test. Haaayy.
I’m so bitter. :(
